Spill It Out

2012

2012-01-01T18:09:00.000-05:00

最近想了好多问题，也觉得时间过得好快，在这个冰冷的土地剩下的时日不多。
只能对自己说：珍惜啊！
既然是新的一年，怎么会少了新期望呢？希望这次对自己的承诺，不再是纸上谈兵而已。

2011-04-12T16:12:00.000-04:00

geez.. too much of sungha jung, makes me wanna get a guitar now =(
his grenade is nice =D
my mind keeps wandering off other places =.= nooooo.....

updates

2011-03-27T20:37:00.003-04:00

dreams.. 5-year plans..
i've been asked similar questions 3 times for the past week, by different people.. what a coincidence
& the answer still remains blurry for me, at least for now.. **blaming my black & white imagination**
it just struck me that planning too far ahead is bit far stretched, since you never know what will happen next..
frankly speaking, what are my plans/dreams..?
..
...
.....
lazy to think about it now.. ;P
oh well, this journey of mine is still a long stretch one, & i'm sure that i will know the answer along the road.. =)

sporadic entry

2011-02-27T12:56:00.001-05:00

an awesome break indeed..
snowboarding, skiing, hangout & beavertails.. =D
it's funny that i'm being reminded of my tuition teacher's words, at one of the most random place..
and this has happened several times.. odd..

ohyes, another short random post from me.. ciao!

random

2011-01-31T13:22:00.003-05:00

one of my all-time favourite photos :D

**cracking my head at this time of hour, gahh, what a pain..

bottle

2011-01-09T12:01:00.002-05:00

me: Hi, is there any water bottle with a blue cap in the lost and found?
campus police: Water bottle..? I think we don't have it.. It's unhygienic to keep water bottle over here..

=__= as if it's a major germ carrier..

2010-12-01T11:01:00.001-05:00

that's the spirit.. don't lose heart.. :)

~quoted somewhere else~

2010-11-15T20:10:00.002-05:00

pfft.. why can't i find it these days..
i need it..

2010-11-08T00:19:00.000-05:00

a rather relaxing weekend indeed, after the midterm fever ended..
it's too bad that the break is a short one.. well, i shall utilize it to the max.. hehe
things will start picking up pace very soon, & let's hope for the best in everything..

called back home recently..
glad to hear that things are getting better now..

2010-10-11T20:50:00.002-04:00

Ahh finally, a break..
Some grumpiness had been piling up within me due to those latenights (=S sounds so terrible.. rephrase that, **negative energy)
And yes, i'm feeling much better now, after some time of rest..

The week had been hectic, & it'll soon to be again..

all of a sudden, the title "The monk who sold his Ferrari" floods into my mind
a great book to be read indeed..

2010-09-19T23:49:00.000-04:00

最近日历翻得好快似的，转眼间已经到了九月中。
生活呢，还是那样咯，一副老样子。
就像我那猫头鹰的习惯，渐渐地，它又回来了，唉。。。

这一个星期内，尝了好多韩式食物，突然觉得味道也不赖。

Oh well..

2010-08-02T01:00:00.002-04:00

There comes the old saying again, one month left to go, and no more summer...
I shall miss the sunshine.. =(
Well, I doubt I'll miss that the most..

2010-06-12T11:11:00.004-04:00

It's been quite some time since the last update.
There's nothing much lingering in my mind, to write about.
Perhaps there is, but it just slips out of my mind when I'm about to write.
Inspiration-drained these days.. :P

B.R.

2010-04-28T21:25:00.002-04:00

65 cents for 2 scoops of Baskin Robbins ice-cream... totally worth it~~ **yum yum***
Countdown to "extreme" summer~~

2010-04-16T20:44:00.004-04:00

My previous instincts were right, unfortunately.
& I could only wish my other instincts will be right, hopefully.

2010-04-06T23:47:00.000-04:00

If you think you can, you can.
xP

2010-04-01T01:09:00.002-04:00

March just marched by silently, & april has just arrived.. :D
Time really flies, i guess..
Let's hope it'll be a smooth-sailing month... xD

Spring

2010-03-08T15:44:00.003-05:00

Spring is officially here, at least it felt like it.. :D

footsteps..

2010-02-22T19:26:00.005-05:00

a random shot taken today.. :)

2010-02-20T14:18:00.003-05:00

feeling indifferent right now, wish that I can rewind time..
sometimes I wonder, yet would it make any difference?
>.< focus..

2010-02-03T19:09:00.002-05:00

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

2010-01-26T19:22:00.002-05:00

Hoping for the best... =)

2010-01-14T00:11:00.000-05:00

Full stop. Period.
No more commas..

half awake***

2010-01-08T22:53:00.000-05:00

**Typing..
Erasing..
Thinking..
Typing again.. **

Seems odd huh? It is to me.. xD Having second thoughts while publishing entries lately..
It makes me wonder, aren't blogs about personalization and expressing one's thoughts..
blaahhh.. I'm wondering in my half conscious head again.. **sleepy***

Came across some overseas youth exchange programmes from Google just now..
too bad I can't join those activities due to age limit, by the time I could fork out the time .. >.<

Coming to An End

2009-12-29T11:38:00.003-05:00

2009 is ending.. & a new chapter will be flipping through..
new year resolution?? nahhh.. I'll stick with my old ones..

2 days to countdown.. xD

2009-12-18T17:29:00.002-05:00

I'm done with exams!!
**had a bad feeling for the result though.. ****
Anyway, it can't be undone..
Woohooo... might as well as enjoy the holidays to the max!

2009-12-16T15:48:00.003-05:00

Logging in and out of facebook,
despite telling myself not to be tempted by it...

zzzz.. time is ticking..

My WIsh

2009-11-19T17:07:00.009-05:00

"I hope the days come easy & the moments pass slow
And each road leads you to where you want to go...

.... And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walking till you find the window"

Quoted from "My wish" by Rascal Flatts

Nice lyrics..

:)

2009-11-14T16:35:00.000-05:00

Gear up

2009-11-05T21:21:00.001-05:00

Gear up!!
That's what I need right now, as failure is not an option..

Blurred..

2009-10-26T13:37:00.004-04:00

Blind promises, no more..... =)
I'm sure I can make it!!

Blur

2009-10-21T20:59:00.004-04:00

Whales = waves
Satellite = central atom..

LOL...
I really need to get a good night's sleep, keep dozing off in class lately... xD

2009-10-16T18:34:00.000-04:00

It's gonna be a long weekend....
**sigh

Ooppss..

2009-10-14T00:03:00.002-04:00

Those words burst the bubble of hope I had for my Bio midterm..
"You stand a chance..... "

Anyway, it's over, no use crying over spilt milk..
It hit me real hard in the face, but I won't be defeated by it anymore..

Random... cont'd

2009-10-10T19:50:00.000-04:00

Philosophical @@

2009-10-10T18:10:00.003-04:00

It could paint your space with sheer darkness..
It could change your way of viewing things..
It might change your course of path in life..

Actions~~

2009-10-08T00:21:00.000-04:00

Finally, some real chinese food.. =P
it pays to eat something nice i guess..

Random

2009-09-30T00:15:00.004-04:00

I found this pretty randomly though.. Pravsworld images are pretty nice & meaningful.. =)

& I'm still here instead of digging myself in chemistry & physic questions.. hmmm...
okie, CIAO!!

Perhaps Not

2009-09-26T21:37:00.002-04:00

that's the usual saying of my calculus lecturer..
"Hmm.. Perhaps not.. Let's try again..."
lol

That's totally right..
Try again..
Things won't change unless you make an effort to do it...
Sometimes, things won't turn out as expected, or it doesn't seem as how others see..
That's why,
there's tomorrow, so that we can improve ourselves..

**back to homework...
too much slacking these days.. xP

Totally nocturnal

2009-09-24T12:08:00.002-04:00

Cozy bed..
Cool weather..
Warm comforter..

Ahh.. What a perfect setting..
**Feeling so lazy to wake up

I wished weekends were longer.. xD

=)

2009-09-14T18:10:00.004-04:00

Amidst the heavy workload,
we often forget,
that a simple smile & a clear mind would do,
as it makes your day better.. =)
I know I do.. hehe
x)

p/s: This post is not meant to be emo..

something else..

2009-09-09T23:41:00.002-04:00

Be bold in learning & say aloud your ideas so that you could be HEARD..
That's the advice I got from people..

It's soooooo true.. xD

***Why am I here again?? Review, study!!!
I just couldn't get that passkey into my head & get it going..
Holiday is still the theme in my head.. lol

Commencer (french)

2009-09-08T16:43:00.002-04:00

It's officially ON today..
1st day of class, woohooo~~
The lecture was, uhm, pretty lengthy.. hmm.. We'll see how it goes later on.. =)

HERE!!!

2009-08-30T12:20:00.002-04:00

I'm in Toronto!!!

I'm HEREEEE!!

2009-08-27T22:18:00.000-04:00

DUBAI!!!!
lol..
pretty bored now..

5.4.3.2.....

2009-08-26T05:04:00.000-04:00

Counting down..
1 day..
YEAH~~~

Okie, another random stuff..
"People just choose to listen what they want to listen.. "
It's so true..

Sleeeep

2009-08-21T13:19:00.004-04:00

My plan of sleeping early seemed to fail lately.. It even got worse & worse..
Dark circles are returning again.. lol

Muz treasure more sleep hours, before things start to get busy soon.. =P

**It's pretty late now

Totally random

2009-08-18T02:29:00.002-04:00

What makes people appreciate their life? Their point of view..

Some people could paint any situation with words so beautifully, yet some only see the darker side of it..

Some blogs are so sweet to be read, yet some are filled with whinings & complains (just like mine**) xD

haha.. I'm not referring to anyone.. This is totally random stuff, it flashes through my mind just that instant..

CoffeX

2009-08-11T11:29:00.005-04:00

Nothing beats a cup of coffee, a good seating & a good book..
Coffee & food saved me from boredom.. ;P

The only place to let time pass by is the coffee shop..
Nice mocha, but a bit pricey..

The book wasn't exactly the perfect book you'll indulge yourself in a world of fantasy & imagination within the few pages you read..

I like the main idea, pretty catchy & interesting.. Plot is pretty ok..
Overall, it's a good book, but not one of my favourite books..

Anyway, I was pretty satisfied that day.. hehe..

Answer.Question

2009-08-11T11:26:00.004-04:00

I ain't trying to make a statement about me..
I'm just stating the facts & the answer to your question.. =)
I guess,
sometimes people just think otherwise..

12am

2009-08-08T23:10:00.000-04:00

I made it before 12am..
hehe..

Approaching

2009-08-03T09:54:00.003-04:00

The day is coming,
whether we want it or not..

For me,
it's still another day of sleeping & eating,
enjoying the care-free life..
I'm pretty much still in "sleepy" mode,
not really hyped-up yet..

Anyway, nothing beats a good book or movie to let your imagination run wild,
pretty vivid till you'll never tell that time really flies..
Time seem to pass by slower these days..

Sleepy

2009-07-31T11:44:00.003-04:00

A: You know, Eminem the rapper?
B: Huh?? Amy Name??
**got singer named like that?**
A: Yeah!!! Very famous in USA..
B: Sorry??
A: E-MI-NEM lo!!
B: Eminem, that I know!! **realised**

Geez..
Eminem to Amy Name??
**bad hearing!!! Maybe I was half sleepy..

Zzz ??

2009-07-28T09:16:00.004-04:00

I just couldn't sleep well these few days..
Plus, those really weird & out of logic dreams..
Hmmm..
Maybe my biological clock is adjusted to 1++ to 2am sleep..
Geez, it's so unhealthy!

Realize

2009-07-28T05:45:00.003-04:00

It's been a long long holiday, not that I don't treasure it.. xP
Things have been the same all along, but somehow some have changed..
Anyway, I realised that I'm pretty lucky, not that I don't know before..
The sense of gratitude is being magnified in a larger scale..
For I could see that in my eyes now..
haha..

I could be a bit demanding, just to keep up-to-date to what I want..
But, in the end
I still have to consider what I want thoroughly,
even though I really really WANT it..

Torn between needs & wants..

Actions vs Words

2009-07-22T00:31:00.000-04:00

Actions are so much harder compared to words..
Whining is useless,
yet we continue doing it..

That's why we need faith..
So that we can finally realise our own resolutions..

Heart vs. Mind

2009-07-17T21:34:00.002-04:00

When you want to acheive something,
if your heart says no,
you will never succeed.

Faith...

2009-07-16T10:22:00.003-04:00

人們...

總習慣用自己的角度去看事情,

直到...

瞭解了真相...

Manga pics..

2009-07-12T09:22:00.008-04:00

yakitate Japan!!

air gear

hayate, the combat butler

vampire knight

ouran high school host club

shakugan no shana

lol..
lazy to write..
so, I'm posting pictures!! hehe..

Clueless

2009-07-12T09:14:00.001-04:00

hmm..
what to write about...

I'm clueless!!!
hehe..

I just don't want think or fret over the mantoux test.. gees..
opps..
I just mention it..
lol..
=.=" I know that..

At least, i'm plucking endlessly when I'm bored..

hmph..

2009-07-08T22:20:00.002-04:00

Can life be any worse without it??

YES!!!!
stupid connection..
means..
reconnecting every 10mins or so..
&
the thrill of manga is lost.. =(

I'm A Living What??

2009-07-02T01:43:00.003-04:00

-.-
=.=
@.@
0.0
^.^

argh..
I'm a living potato for the time being..
or a living owl, thanks to my waking-sleeping habits..
or a living pig, waiting the time to while away..

anyway, to conclude everything..

I'm damn SIEnZ...
I'm a living person.. duh!! xD

laptop is lagging much much worse now..
**reformatting my laptop 2moro..
gosh.. need to download those additional programmes again.. sigh

24

2009-07-01T00:57:00.004-04:00

24 hours a day...

10 hours sleeping..

14 hours to do random things..

sitting, standing, lying, resting, walking..

staring blankly at the screen..

browsing through different websites..

facebook is no longer fun, as i thought..

no more spamming.. hehe..

Zzz

2009-06-29T02:11:00.001-04:00

Zzzzzz...

Zzzzzz........

Zzzzzz............

pretty bored now..
Hmmm..
back to manga.. =P

Flight Back Home

2009-06-22T02:24:00.000-04:00

the same procedure i've gone thru' over and over..
but,
it's different this time..

Eventually, my luggage was 39.1 kg.. The limit was 20kg.
I was thinking, "Walao.. I need to pay so much ar??? 1kg RM10.. Thank God I got excess $$ in my wallet."

Gosh.. & I'm not finished with my stuffs yet..
Some of it I left it at my uncle's house..

=( I wonder..
1 yr = 40kg
4 yrs = wow.. that's A LOT!!!

Manga quotes..

2009-06-12T00:19:00.004-04:00

Turning weakness to strength, despair to hope..
Carve out the proof that you have lived..

I found this in the Tsubasa Chronicles series..
It's pretty meaningful, ain't it??
We live for a purpose,
and we live to achieve that purpose..

Coming to an end..

2009-06-11T10:17:00.003-04:00

Time does indeed flies..
A year ago, it was the moment we were all waiting for the results whether we got it or not..
And now....
We are officially the graduates!! Woohoo.. yeah!!!

Friendship..
something that cannot be gained easily..
It's so fragile, that one tiny error will paint a dark spot forever in the heart..
Along this journey, I've met lots of people..
Some are considered as real friends, while some are just strangers that we meet and leave..
I know that I've irritated some people,
making you guys bei siok..
Yet, sometimes simply tell the truth would help a lot, especially the situation.. xD
Yeah... It'll of course make one feel low and hurt at that instant,
but once you know it, & you try to make a change,
it'll be a whole lot better for everyone..
Anyway, I just want to say,
that I'm happy to have met you guys..
Thanks for your help and support all along..
I'll always remember you guys..
Cheers***

** Wow, this post seems so philosophical.. haha XP

Amazing music..

2009-06-10T00:50:00.002-04:00

Check out this video clip..
It's really touching..
The sound is almost flawless.. xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EQ6eHeBrhM

Pavilion.. The Luxury Icon..

2009-06-05T04:09:00.001-04:00

Things that I've Learnt

2009-06-03T11:54:00.003-04:00

ICPU was really fun, not to mention those stressful days when we were rushing for the assignments and dreadful projects to be done ASAP..
Yet, it also gave me some new personal meaning for my own self..
~ Things just don't turn out the way they are supposed to.. We just need to try our best in everything
~ Some people are just better than you in some other ways..
~ Life will always be as hectic as ever.. But some things just need to be slowed down.. We just gotta relax and have fun.. We're not some boring robots, right??
~ Things are always available for you.. You just need to ask for your own self..
~ Friends are always there for you, cuz they're really great people that you know in your entire life
~ Talking crap is useful at times.. xD
~ Ignorance is bliss at times, but not all the time..
~ Absolute balance is so important..

Zzzzz..
I'm getting sleepy... I'm crapping again..
Brain's gonna switch to silent mode for now.. =P
The list will be added later, i guess.. So tired... XD

Outings After Exam

2009-06-03T11:38:00.002-04:00

The Genting trip is...
FUN!!!
GREAT!!
EXCITING!!

It's like another moment,
just passed seconds ago..

The Ferris wheel & cold temperature,
make me think of the famous Hello Kitty ferris wheel in Taiwan again.. lol..

Anyway,
the trip was really fun,
especially the game we played around midnight or so..
It's damn funny and exciting..

Just to recall my craze or my "bad" habit,
I just love to go around and look,
even though it's just for display purposes..
It never hurts for taking another look at stuffs..
Stuffs that you'll never afford to buy or wear or use..

Fears...

2009-06-03T11:10:00.002-04:00

Fear of being alone..
Fear of being alienated..
Fear of losing someone..
Fear of heights..
Fear of bugs..
Fear of rumours..
Fear of dark..
Fear of being accused..
Fear of disappointment..
Fear of failures..
Fear of gross food..
Fear of not getting in touch..
Fear of ignorance..
Fear of water..
Fear of probabilities..
Fear of being lost..

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Just some of the fears I've thought of when I was in the bus..
GENERAL fears though..

GOSH... I'm too bored..
haha..

Fun..

2009-06-01T11:24:00.000-04:00

Yeah..
It was fun..
It'll be better for tomorrow..

Panting..

2009-06-01T11:18:00.001-04:00

Panting is useless..
cuz it's over ady..
What I can say is,
why did I forget about it at the last minute, yet it's so simple...

Gosh...
**praying hard that miracles will happen..

100 Truths..

2009-05-28T10:33:00.003-04:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Watermelon juice
2. Last phone call: Aunt
3. Last text message: Su Ching
4. Last song you listened to:Synchronicity
5. Last time you cried: Last year

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: No
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Blue
14. Grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Some sort
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 70%

23. How many kids do you want?: Depends
24. Do you have any pets: Yes
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Self celebration in the unit
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.23am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Studying
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Holiday
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Months ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: to be more spontaneous, sociable and appealing to people
32. What are you listening to right now : Lost Wings
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Dreadful exams
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, blog
36. Whats your real name: Grace Tay
37. Nicknames: Gracie
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: Keat Hwa (H)
42. Secondary School?: Keat Hwa
43. High school/college?: Taylor's University College
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 157cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No
48: What do you like about yourself?: The talent to play piano
49. Piercings: No
50. Tattoos: No
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: None
54. First best friend: HP
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Taiwan
58. First pair of trainers: No

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: post this tag
62. Listening to: If You Are My Love
63. Waiting on: time to pass

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: Yes
65. Get Married?: Yes
66. Career?: Yes

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: None
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: No
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: No
85. Fallen for a friend?: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Not really
87. Miracles: Yes, when I'm desperate
88. Love at first sight: No
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: Yes
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: No, only hum
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When I was born
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Some crazy fun outing
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes

^^ I'm just too bored..

Over No More

2009-05-28T09:25:00.002-04:00

It's over..
It's done..
Nothing can be done....

It's no use weeping or thinking over it..
cuz,
there's no other way to repeat it again...

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That's why we should just forget it and move on...
Calculus on Mon, we all must do better...

FINALE...

2009-05-26T03:53:00.002-04:00

It's coming to an end...
Best of luck to everyone..

Broken.....

2009-05-22T06:49:00.002-04:00

Ruins..

2009-05-19T08:14:00.003-04:00

There's nothing left...
NO more..
This world is all darkness..
Darkness is within human heart after all..
What I can say is,
there'll always be ruins behind all success...
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gosh..

presenting..
our rube goldberg remains..
wakakakaka..
it's just another boring & random post.. =)

MIracle..

2009-05-16T05:08:00.001-04:00

Miracles..
Success rate of one in a million..
thank God for it works!!!!

WOOHOO..
BIG relief..
A sense of pride & glory in ourselves at that moment..

=(
The sad thing is,
we never took a full video of the success of our machine..
not even the last final view of it after we finished it, except for the destroyed remains..

Anyway,
it was MIRACLE!!!

Deep Thoughts.. CPT...

2009-05-11T04:00:00.001-04:00

Withdrawn

2009-05-11T03:39:00.003-04:00

I need to think back..
Am I really here?
or just another shadow to people?

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T02:20:00.003-04:00

Woohoo..
It's Mother's Day!!

Happy Mother's Day to you, mum..
you've been always busy for work and family..
thanks for taking care of the family so well,
and prevent us from having some emotional breakdown..
thanks for bringing us up to be such good characters..
thanks for bearing with us at most times..
thanks for granting all our needs whenever you can afford to..
finally,
THANKS for everything!!!
I'm so sorry if I've hurt you,
during the times when I'm naughty..

Love,
Grace (on behalf of Janice & Jerry)

Thinking..

2009-05-06T06:00:00.005-04:00

Rin....

Gambateh..

2009-05-04T05:45:00.003-04:00

He's going to Harvard..

Whoa!!! (Damn smart la)

She's going to U of California..

Wah!!!!

I must add more oil!!!

ps. another random boring post.. =P

Tag-ged by LILIAN

2009-04-30T07:02:00.008-04:00

Upload your fave picture and answer the questions below.

TAIWAN 4eva!!

Why do you chose this photo?

It was my 1st time travelling overseas alone (uhm, I only get to know people when I reached there). Having fun for 3 weeks, and trying the delicacies there, the experience is amazing indeed. I'll never 4get that experience, even though we don't keep close contact anymore. =P

When is the last time u ate Pizza?

Today!! hehe =P I'm so bored with the everyday food that I tried the pizza in AC.. The crust was REALLY thin, but it still tastes ok..

The last song you've listened to?

With You by Chris Brown

What are you doing besides answering this tag?
Facebook-ing.. Browsing.. (feeling sorry for missing the bus.. I wanna go back!! haha)

Besides your own name, how do you like ppl to call u?

Xin Yi, Gracy..

Tag 6 people. The following questions are related to them.
1. Keat Yee
2. Kai Han
3. Anna
4. Julia
5. Wei Wei
6. Lilian

Who is No. 1?
A nice friend I met in NS.. Damn smart and interesting personality!! Congrats to her as she'll be flying off this year!! Hooray!!

No. 3 has a relationship with?
Me.. Her.. We're lesbians!!!
NAY!!! don't get it wrong!!
We've juz housemates.. haha

Say something about No. 5
Smart, outgoing, sociable, funny person.. A good friend that will help you during difficult times..
A good leader too!!

How about No. 4?
She's the sweet girl-next-door that everyone knows about.. Sometimes she laughs really long, believe me, but that's what makes her special.. =P

Who is No. 2?
She lives as the same floor as me.. really good in physics, n a great singer too!!

Say something to No. 6!
Let's strive for our future!!! Canada, here we come!!
Gambateh together!!

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EMo

2009-04-30T04:08:00.002-04:00

Call me emo,
Call me sad,
Call me unhappy..

It doesn't matter,
coz it's not what I feel.

What am I feeling right now???

TIRED..
EXHAUSTED..
BORED..

Truth vs Illusion

2009-04-26T07:37:00.003-04:00

TRUTH

LIE

It's painful,
to only know the TRUTH after various LIES...

So, which do I prefer?
TRUTH..

The unconscious mind always reveals the truth..

Food... in Times Square..

2009-04-25T08:13:00.001-04:00

I Know..

2009-04-24T12:38:00.000-04:00

I know that..
I know it..
I really want to help..
But,
why can't I seem to contribute anything??

whatever it is, I will keep trying..

Cumin' up..

2009-04-23T01:51:00.001-04:00

woohoo..
friday is coming!!!
finally,
I get to have some sleep!!!
plus..
I'm going to Legend Hotel..
haha..

Translation..

2009-04-14T05:28:00.003-04:00

The present belongs to who??

There was some rude guy harrasing a monk for a few days.
Then, the monk asked the guy, "If someone gives you present, and you refuse to take it, who will own that present in the end?"
The sude guy answered, "It belongs to the one who gave the present."
The monk then said, "Then, if I do not accept your harrassment, then are you harrassing yourself?"
The guy then walks away.

Moral:
As long as you think positively, no one will ever affect your mind.
If you were to take into account every other people's comments, you'll never have full control over your life.

Doing what we should do
A boy went home crying to his mom saying that, "My teacher only let me play a small role, while my friend plays the major character."
The mother then put her watch on her son's hand and ask, "What do you see?"
He replied, "A gold watch and the needle hand."
The mom then remove the cover of the watch and ask him the same question.
This time, he answered, "Dial and dial screws."
She then said, "If one of these things is absent in the watch, the watch would not work at all."

Moral:
Regardless of the role we play in life, we should do our best in playing our roles.
No matter how insignificant the role is, it will still have its own value and purpose.
Never underestimate small things or events.

meaningful..

2009-04-12T19:53:00.002-04:00

禮物歸誰
一個佛陀在旅途中，碰到一個不喜歡他的人。連續好幾天，好長一段路，那個人都用盡各種方法來侮辱他。最後，佛陀轉身問那個人：「若有人送你一份禮物，但你拒絕接受，那麼這份禮物最後會屬於誰呢？」那個人回答：「屬於原本送禮的那個人。」佛陀笑著說：「沒錯。若我不接受你的謾罵，那你就是在罵自己囉？」那個人摸摸鼻子走了。

【智慧沙】
只要心靈健康，別人怎麼樣都不會影響我們。相反，如果我們一味地在乎別人的說法或做法，就會失去自主權，受人支配。

做好份內該做的事
一個小男孩哭著回家了。因為在學校的活動裡，老師派他扮演一個小角色，而他的同學卻扮演主要角色。母親聽後，冷靜地把自己的錶放在男孩的手心裡，問男孩：「你看到什麼？」男孩回答說：「金錶殼和指標。」母親把錶背打開後，又問男孩同樣的問題，他看到許多小齒輪和螺絲。母親對男孩說：「這個錶假使缺少這些零件中的任何一件，便不能走了。就連那些你幾乎看不到的零件也是一樣重要。」

【智慧沙】
無論我們在工作中充當什麼樣的角色，只要是份內應該做的事，就應當盡力把它做到最好。再小的事、再不起眼的小角色，也有它存在的價值和意義。

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2009-04-08T01:45:00.002-04:00

I've decided to change my blog title..
hmm...
seems like all my posts contradict to my previous title, "Live Life to the Fullest"..

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Confessions..
simple yet deep..
a word that describes everything..

Accepted.. Rejected..

2009-04-06T10:07:00.002-04:00

Argh..
University application..

**praying hard for all the best..

Chill

2009-03-31T03:43:00.002-04:00

Chill.. reLax..
try ya best..
everything will be alright..

Roller Coaster

2009-03-31T03:34:00.003-04:00

Life is a roller coaster..
when u're up at the peak,
there's bound to be a great fall..
yet..
the injuries suffered,
will only make one stronger..
or would it be?

Look on the bright side of matter,
and try da best,
& one would not regret over the past..

After all,
failure is the mother of success..

pessimistism just complements with optimistism..
if one would not explore the dark side of it,
how would one realise how important to look on the bright side?

生日含义

2009-03-31T01:29:00.002-04:00

11月12日〔木星?悬吊者〕代表人物：孙中山

> > 个性坚忍，谦恭有礼，具有牺牲奉献的精神；> >

> > 智慧很高，好学不倦，做任何事都会全神

> > 贯注，全力以赴。

> > 优点是具有坚强的意志及崇高的理想；仁慈、敏感，心地善良。> >

> > 缺点是过於慷慨，常常为了别人牺牲自已的利益。

我的生日含义果然是准（大多数），哈哈！！
从以前到现在，我都是那样，但我可不是那么的友善或慷慨。。
唉，牺牲也是一种快乐嘛。。
或许，那也是一种能让社会接受我的办法。。
牺牲不一定是为了别人，它也可以给予个人的满足感。。
也许我有时无法说“不”，但我还是觉得开心，
因为我能与别人分享快乐。。

切记：有时候不能抵抗别人的邀请也是一种缺点哦！！

唉，可见我有多无聊啊。。
必须加油咯!!

so many..

2009-03-28T12:14:00.001-04:00

lotsa catching up to do..
gosh..
i shouldn't have leave it so long..
now, i finally know..

Survived.. or not?

2009-03-22T22:08:00.002-04:00

Yea.. I passed the IELTS exam..
It's considered ok i guess..
haha.. never ask too much of anything..
at least I passed..

Next..
my physic??!!!!
& others...