Realize

It's been a long long holiday, not that I don't treasure it.. xP
Things have been the same all along, but somehow some have changed..
Anyway, I realised that I'm pretty lucky, not that I don't know before..
The sense of gratitude is being magnified in a larger scale..
For I could see that in my eyes now..
haha..

I could be a bit demanding, just to keep up-to-date to what I want..
But, in the end
I still have to consider what I want thoroughly,
even though I really really WANT it..

Torn between needs & wants..