This Week...

Stress..
Balance..
Relax..
Chill Out..
Hectic..
Lack of Zzz.. (again)
Nervous..
Argh.. wanna finals already!! Got to start firing up!!

ps.. another random post..

Chill Out

Yeah!! Chill out, that's what I'm trying to say to myself..
But how am I going to chill out, when I'm so stressed out.. Hmm.. Depressed, you might say..
But I'm not depressed.. Just feeling nervous because loads of things have not done yet..
Another thing, I tend to act silly when I'm stressed out.. Haha.. Can't find my own damn locker.. Just because I did not really memorise the spot, cuz it's not the place I always put my bag on...
The funny thing is I've done this about thrice these few days.. DAMN.. The librarian sure thinks that I'm nuts!! Finding prize money among the lockers in the library..
Hey, CHILL OUT!! RELAX!! Then EVERYTHING will be ALRIGHT!!!
YEAH...

Oh gosh

CPT... Oh gosh, I got to redo the whole essay, during this weekend.. The essay is way too vague.. Sleep, sleep, go away..
Never ever come again...
Argh!! When'll I get to sleep as much as I want?!
I'm desperate for rest now.. Yet, so many things have not done..
haha.. I guess my poem do pictures my true self, yearning for sufficient sleep and relaxation..

Slamming It OUT!!

Dozing Off... Zzzz...
by Grace Tay

I want to soar, soar with the wings of eagle
Within the height of the deep blue sky.
I want to be free, free of burden,
Excuse myself from the boundless tasks given.

Yet, I’m stuck in my cubicle in Casa Subang,
So tightly coiled in knots of rope.
Piles of homework drown me deep,
Make me suffocate, lack of sleep.

Panda eyes that darken no less,
Drooping eyelids are strained to stay open.
Restless soul without any shine,
Snooze off while queuing in a line.

The morning breeze is no longer fresh,
Polluted with screams and traffic jams.
Incessant honking rings in the air,
Strip my thoughts and conscience so bare.

Can’t I doze off for just a moment?
I crave for sleep, for better alert.
Would I ever reach my paradise,
of zero worries and frustrations?

Would time pause for a moment,
And wait for those who are still behind His steps?
Would time freeze for a second,
And make the slumber more valuable?

Sleep is a never-ending marathon,
Where the path seems endless,
Forcing those in pursuit of Him
To continue their chase.

Yet after the long tiring pursue of Him,
I still yearn for His presence.
For it is He who
Soothes my mind further and provokes me to fly.

copyright protected.2008

Bored...

Gosh.. I'm so bored now, even though I still got loads of works to do...
just feeling sleepy now...

Slam Poetry

Along the path we have chosen
Twigs are being trampled upon
Beneath the yellow leaves that lay upon
Will it lead me to the right choice
The path where I would find happiness
Where I would no longer get hurt anymore?

ps. it's not finished yet..

Scorpios!!

Hoho.. There's so many scorpios!! Anna is 5 days older than me.. That makes me the youngest.. Wakaka..


The couple..


Lilian's missing!!! My AP handphone missing.. haha..


Housemates.. Lol.. Where's am I?
Taking pictures of course...



Secret recipe.. Delicious!!

Bday gal~~ Anna!! Happy 18th bday ya!!!

Pictures taken on 7/11/2008..

18th Birthday

My 18th birthday.. I was touched when some of my hometown friends still remember my bday.. I mean they never wish me before.. Morever, my bday always fall during the term holidays.. Normally I would be busy going for tuition..
To Yee Chein.. I'm not lonely ya.. haha.. You got to remember your senior ya.. T_T... Miss playing instruments now..
It was kinda unexpected that some of my friends know my bday through facebook.. haha.. anyway, appreciate it for making my bday sounds better!!!
Love you guys..


Kin & me


Housemates...



Picture with the "sisters"...


Hmmm.. YUMMY!!


Cheezy... Love it!!

Pictures taken on 12/11/2008...

Lab Experiment

It was way too fun for the last lab experiment.. Gosh.. I'll miss my professional image of wearing goggles.. haha..


What the heck is that gluey sticky thing?
No rush.. The pros are examining now.. {Terence, Li Yi, & me}


Look familiar? Remember the W series sony erisson phone.. wakaka..


"flubber" is forming now!!

It's so nice!!

Street Clean-Up..

Cleaning the college area.. Hmm.. Who's damn idea was that? Anything works for community service.. haha

Guess who??

Thumbs up for being dirty?! No way..

Tagged!!

1st time being tagged, so I'll answer..

1. Whats your ambition?
Erm.. Never thought of an exact ambition.. I plan to go to medicine field. But still, I choose biotech.. Which field? Not sure..

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never!! Might think of it later.. Who knows? But for now, I treasure my life & I want to live my life to the fullest..

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
NO!! That's why I'm the quiet type that give few opinions.. Anyway, I'm working on it now.. Got to get out of my turtle shell..

4. How many babies you want?
Too early!! Skip!

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yea.. Sometimes.. I do see one when I look out of the window..

6. What is your goal for this year?
Improve myself.. be a better & more sociable person..
I wanna go to Canada!! I wanna play with snow.. & take pictures of autumn leaves..

7. Do you believe in eternity love??
Yea, I think.. Never thought of it yet..

8. What do you say about your life now?
I lack sleep.. Sometimes feel tiring..

9. What feeling do you love most?
Free of pressure.. Calm..

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Have not think of it yet..

11. Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
Not in this column.. I'll only tell it to the person itself..

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.. Miss my friends..

13. What does flying means to you?
Freedom.. Unlimited space.. Free of any burden..

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Sleep!!

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Paris, UK, Japan..

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
friendly, sweet, helpful, smart, funny, lovable, hardworking..

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Networking, blogging, facebook, online games, online manga, eat fancy food..
ARGH.. addicted to facebook now..

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Still early to think of that!!

19. What is your lucky number?
That's hypocrisy.. Maybe 8?

20. What is your favourite food?
Anything good!! I still prefer japanese and western food..
Chocolate of course, but only dark ones!!

I tag:
Ron
Xin Ying

Stress

ARGH.. Exam's coming.. Assignments due.. I've no idea how to do my CPT..
Gosh.. I'm facing intense stress now, with all the pressure of scoring ace!!
Oh God.. Time is against me now..
Got to start working right now..

Passive.. Active

Passive? Active?
I would describe myself as a rather passive person..
Even though I already said to myself that I must change my silent habit, I still cannot overcome it.. Even the lecturer is being rather.. I don't want to say it.. It's just my own impression..
Maybe I should look more enthusiastic.. ARGH.. My communication is getting worse and worse..
I must overcome my timid character starting now, or else I'll be drowned in a pool of people..
Haha.. For my b'day wish, perhaps I should wish that I want to become an outspoken n spontaneous person.. That should do it.. Express myself more in front of people, and not to confide everything in my mind...

Shoes

Nice shoes, eh?! I fell "in love" with it when I 1st saw it.. Damn nice and expensive..
Anyway, anything works for something beartiful..

Terry Fox Run

It's actually a charity marathon for the cancer patients.. Its name origin, of course Terry Fox, the legendary iron grit Canadian who ran across Canada to raise funds for cancer research..Eventually, his spirit caught the attention of the poeple in the whole nation and he received full support from the people.. However, his dream of raising $1 for every Canadian was in vain due to the severity spread of cancer.
I just got wind of it through my lecturers.. Touching story, eh?! It's indeed a charitable thing to participate in the marathon.. Plus we can get T-shirt for only RM25.. Donation for charity & get another meaningful T-shirt.. It's worth bargain for!! Anyway, give full support to the charity run!!